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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
19
Sep 2007
4:45 PM EDT
   

ha! that last bit sounded really snobby. my apologies.
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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
19
Sep 2007
4:42 PM EDT
   

paper's done. does it make sense? everyone together now (!) : I don't know. I hope so. I must go to bed before 1. I just can't worry about it anymore. what good is a genius IQ if it doesn't have enough sleep to function at full capacity?
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    leahstephens01  32, Female, United Kingdom - 10 entries
19
Sep 2007
7:27 PM BST
   

OMGGGG MY MATE OS SUCH A COW...I LIKE THIS BOY N SHE KISSED HIM N TOUNGED HIM . I SECRETLY LIKE HIM AND I JUST WANT TO SCREAM TO THE HEAVES. HES CALLED RICHARD AND I FUCKING LOVE HIM LOADS
I JUST DONT NO WHAT TO DO !!!NOOOOO IF FOUND OUT HE LIKES NICKY I FEEL SO HEART BORKIEN XXXXOMG I JUST WANT HIM :(:(
I FUCKING HATE THAT NAM SLAGGG
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    annabean  31, Female, Utah, USA - 11 entries
19
Sep 2007
9:37 AM MDT
   

Im wondering if i made a wrong choice in friends at school..they are actin so imature by ignoring me just because...wait i really dont know why there ignoring me...well they are sycho retards...but why now? so i have not friends at sckool...perfect sckool year dont ya think?

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    julieinqinghai  40, Female, China - 8 entries
19
Sep 2007
8:49 AM WST
   

Photos to go along with previous entry: see the Exploring Xining set at http://www.flickr.com/photos/12460644@N03/.

Please keep in mind: (1) flickr is new to me and I still don't know how / if I can rearrange photos within a set. Since I can't figure it out, I have numbered them in the title so you can try to view them in an order that might make more sense. (2) My internet is incredibly slow and the connection times out before I can actually view any of them online...so I tried my best to title and describe them, but some of them might be off.
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    julieinqinghai  40, Female, China - 8 entries
19
Sep 2007
8:46 AM WST
   

A long-overdue update

I'm currently sitting on my momentarily gnat and fruit fly free bed in Le Du (a xian or small county within Haidong, a district within Qinghai), and wondering where I should even begin this post, as so much has happened since the bai jiu fest back in Xining. To save you the pain of reading verbatim my daily diary entries, I'll divide this update between two posts regarding my personal and project-related experiences. PS – Sorry about having to switch to inboxjournal.com; it has a lot of mistakes (e.g., words are going to be unintentionally bunched together or split apart), but at least it's accessible in China.

Yan and I have grown to love Xining, the capital city of Qinghai. It's almost like Beijing, but maybe about 10 years behind in development. When I first got here, all I saw was the potholes in the sidewalks, the trucks chugging by with a three-foot high pile of lamb carcasses, the mothers holding their toddlers over any crevice in the ground to let them pee or poo through the large slit in their pants.

However, after having spent a couple of weeks here, we've gotten to know the city so well that we often miss our hotel home in Xining whenever we have to travel outside of the capital. Our hotel has nice showers and a great restaurant, which takes care of two of my biggest worries about going to China. I haven't been forced to go even a day without showering and I've been getting more than enough daily intake of vegetables (both of which I thought I'd be lacking for at least a week and even up to a month while in Qinghai). Everyone at the hotel recognizes us as the two girls from America, and a few are always incredibly nice to us. One waitress at the restaurant (who is always dressed in a neon pink and green Tibetan outfit) is very patient with me whenever I try to practice my Chinese with her. Since she knows we prefer vegetables instead of meat, she has suggested some pretty tasty dishes, one of them being you mai cai which we have ordered almost every night. When we asked her if there are any fun things to do around the city, she suggested going to Nan Shan (South Mountain, literally). By chance, a few days after we asked was 9/9, the city's holiday to climb the mountain. We were extremely excited to hear this news, expecting to do a pretty rough hike, see some great scenery, and be surrounded by locals celebrating. When we get there on 9/9, dressed in our hiking boots and armed with bottles of water, it's slightly drizzling, there are about 10 other people around, the cement paths are cleanly kept, and the bushes and grass are deliberately landscaped. There is even a mini-Shanghai and a very cute bridge that make for very boring pictures (to be loaded onto Flickr).

Another great story is about one of the young girls that work at the front desk. One night, as we were heading up to our room, she asks for our help to study for an English exam she was going to take the next day. We gladly help her out and wish her luck. The next night, my stomach's not feeing so well and Yan goes downstairs to get me a cup of chamomile tea. She comes back to the room empty-handed but with a great, big smile on her face. She tells me that the same girl we helped the night before told her that chamomile tea is not the right cup of tea – instead, I'm supposed to drink this special tea boiled with lots of ginger and some brown sugar. Since we clearly don't have the means to make this tea in our hotel room, the girl calls her mom immediately, tells her to start cooking some, runs home to get it, and brings it straight to our room! I don't know whether it was the tea or the fast-acting karma, but my stomach was feeling much better by the next day.

Anyway, yes, Yan and I do venture out of the hotel at times. Just around the corner are three dumpling houses – we've tried all three and have chosen our favorite. They make their dumplings right in front of you on order and it's run by an incredibly welcoming woman who even let us help her make some jiao zi our first time eating there! A little bit farther down is the best open-air market in the world – we know it now like the back of our hand. The boy who sells li (apple pears) recognizes us, probably as his most frequent customers, and always excitedly asks, "So, how many do you want this time?"

My favorite pastime is walking from our hotel to Wang Fu Jing (a huge department store, but can also be used to describe the general shopping center of Xining; one also exists in Beijing). The directions are easy: go straight down one street from A to B. It's great exercise: we can easily ride Bus #25 at a cost of a whopping 1RMB, but Yan and I almost always opt to walk. We only do this on occasion since it takes about an hour and a half each way, if we don't stop along the way (we've estimated that it's about a 6-mile round trip adventure). The best part though is that we pretty much cover the entire city's boundaries. Starting from the hotel, the streets are a bit more rural and there aren't as many people. We pass by a lot of construction that usually forces us to walk on the roads where bicyclists, motorcyclists, cars, buses, and other pedestrians are constant hazards. There is a Muslim shopping center about a block long, always filled with men wearing white hats and women wearing brilliantly colored headscarves buying more white hats and more brilliantly colored headscarves. As we approach Wang Fu Jing, stores selling purses, jewelry, sporting goods and American brand names begin to line the streets, sidewalks become more crowded, and people are dressed more hip. There is a small bakery that has specialized in making small, delicious muffins. This is the highlight of the trip for me. I always wait for fresh ones to come straight out of the oven. Not much long after the muffins, we'll see KFC#1, at which point we're only about 5 minutes away from KFC#2 and Wang Fu Jing. Destination arrived.

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    shootingstar420  30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries
18
Sep 2007
8:09 PM EDT
   

Omg Guess What Today This Guys Friend Came Up TO ME ANd TOld Me If I Knew A Daniel. And Then IM All LIke NO!! And THen HE Is All Like OH he Wants To GEt With You!
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At That Moment What Came In My Head Was Me??? He Likes Me?? R U Sure??
But He Said I Have TO Tell Him By Tomorrow
So I Dont Know What To Say I Really Never Had A Bf B4
YEah LIke The Quote on TOp Of This Thing Says Perfect Love Means TO Love The On Through WhomOne Became UnHappy
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    julieinqinghai  40, Female, China - 8 entries
19
Sep 2007
8:03 AM WST
   

Just moved from julieinqinghai.wordpress.com!
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    tiahe  33, Female, Canada - 33 entries
18
Sep 2007
5:52 PM EST
   

Realize it or not but you brought me down so much. You've made me so uncomfortable to live, and as I'm worth nothing to anyone on this earth. You called me a pig, I'm glad you compair your daughter to a fucking animal. If I had to compair you to an animal I'd compair you to an ass because that is what you are, and really I have a right to be able to cal you that! Why did you have children if all you we're going to do is treat them with such a low level of respect thinking that you of all people are better then them, when really your not at all. The days go on, and I'm loosing more respect for you, and same with my own mother. Get your finger out of your ass and call me, your suppose to be the bigger person, your the one who did something wrong this time and don't make your fucking wife call because shes not my mother, and Im not even going to call her my step mother anymore. She has no right to have any say about anything in my life, and if I'm able to stay away from her for the rest of my life I'm sure as hell fine with that. I didn't say one thing to hurt you, or offend you and yet you pulled out all these shitty low words to call me, seriously whos the immature person in this situation really think about it. A 15 year old girl who didn't say shit to a father who is screaming in her ear about how shitty she is or the father who is 44 and has the guts to tell me I'm an immature pig, and that its hard to love his own fucking daughter and that you dont want to see me again? You tell me I'm running away from my problems, well look at yourself you just ran away from me. Look at yourself for once, stop thinking your so perfect. Your such a stubborn fucking jack ass, seriously stop being so god damn frustrating and take the blame for things for once, because as much as you think this is ALL my fucking fault its not, and you better tell your wife that too because something in her mind thinks I'm the worst person in the world too. You disgust me, you really make me sick. You full of shit, everything you've told not only me but Jordan too is a whole lot of bull fucking shit. " Our doors are always open" then you yell at me if i just want to stop by to pick up some of my stuff. You yell at me for not calling you, yet you have a phone too? FUCK YOU both. If I could choose, I'd only see Trinity and Karagan because really those two are the only ones who I know love me and will stick by me because ill stick by them.
Just stop telling me how to run my own life, you dont give me any freedom, you make me feel scared to ask you if I can even go out, you put to much preassure on me and what do I do to you? Stop telling me how I'm dissapointing you, and how terrible I am in your eyes because really you're not the ones who raised me and I think I'm being a great person. I may not be how you want me to be but I dont care how you want me to be, I dont care if Im not the smartest person I just dont care I only care about my happiness. You make me miserable, and now i hope your fucking happy too.
Carry this on much longer and I wont even call you myfamily.
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    scarlett  36, Female, Bahamas - 161 entries
18
Sep 2007
6:42 AM EDT
   

i dont have curse words strong enough to express this morning. stupid paper. stupid lofted bed. stupid gravity. stupid bruised knee. stupid class peer review. stupid 3rd page that was never written. in short: stupid me. sick, long day, need a nap. heh...long day? it's 10:30am. roomie is still asleep. stupid her. i warned her that i would be unreasonably grumpy today. 8:30 class for meand she sleeps till 12. not her fault: (tell that to my sense of justice). stupid stomach: food goes in one direction, haven't you heard? stupidc-h-i-l-d-c-h-i-l-d-r-e-n. every day, all day, in my head. no reason, no rhyme, 13 letters over and over. see a sign? spell it. too few letters? too many? too even? make something up so it works. stupid life. deal with it.
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